thoughts of you
and what you're thinking.
get the best of me today
cause i am tired
and i am sorry,
but i'm just hardwired this way.
and i'm still your favorite punchline.
yeah, you've got them laughing at me.
but i've got a tab with the bartender baby,
so lately i'm drinking for free.
yeah, i'm drinking for free, but i'm drinking to you and me.
so i sit here at the brink
of one of my breakdowns
and this silence is so violent
on all of my self worth.
as i wait for the chance for my rebirth.
and you're still my favorite punchline
yeah, i'm still laughing at you.
cause i've got a tab with the bartender baby.
and lately i'm drinking for two.
i'm drinking for two. i'm drinking for me and you.
and in these chalk white halls,
i just take up space.
i don't do much around this place anymore.
i've said it all before, i'll be your downfall.
so i don't blame you for not taking my calls anymore.
i'm not foolin you, i'm a textbook case.
too bad i dropped out of school.
lyrics compiled from the poetry of sheridan edley